I am writing this blog to an audience i am pretty sure is not there, but in my mind i can pretend like a bunch of people are reading it and are some how counting on my pointless rambling to perhaps brighten their day. Anyway, this blog is mostly about how i am trying to better myself by not only changing my outward appearance but also changing my “inner beauty”\lifestyle. Just like the rest of the female population, i am trying to lose a fairly large amount of weight. Some would say it is not necessary for me to do so but those people would be wrong. I am beginning this blog in hopes that it will keep me motivated. I am not sure exactly why the thought of someone i don’t know reading about me and my attempt to be someone new appeals to me, but it does. So here’s to you, invisible audience.